I have a rose. I have a roseeeee! <3 Been so long since I last had one. :”> #rose #flower #obsession #stressreliever #happy #feelthelove #tonette<3
Yung feeling na antagal mong iniisip yung title nung cartoon na may dragons na memorze mo yung chant tas nung sinesearch mo na, bgla mo nlng nkalimutan yung chant kaya tinype mo Dragon Tale tas bgla, yun nga pla yung title nun. HAHAHAHA @erotdee
P.S. Wag pansinin yung picture sa side. Di sya ksma sa characters. Hahaha.
A while ago, I was happily planning my birthday party this April but then it suddenly hit me. I was once happy talking about my 18th birthday with the same person. I constantly reminded her and her brother about my party. I told them to get their parents’ permissions a lot of times. I was excited because it was my first time to invite friends at home. Besides, I never liked parties so I just invited those who are the closest to me. And then suddenly on the day of my party at about five in the afternoon, she called and she and her brother were laughing and told me they did not have the time to ask their parents’ permissions so they can’t go. It just hurt so much because they were just a highway away. While the others who lived so far and had so many things to do that day still made ways to attend my party. I don’t know but since that incident, I never wanted to invite anyone at home anymore. Every time my mom would ask me to invite my friends, I would always tell her that they are busy. And now, I stopped planning for that day in April..
I don’t know what this is.
I don’t know why I’m feeling this.
But it hurts so much.
I do not really know what has been happening to me.
It’s the first time that I did not have the energy to write and post all of my feelings.
It’s the first time that I feel so tired to cry.
It’s.. I just want to cry.
My heart is aching and it’s making it hard to breathe.
But every time I try to cry my mind just suddenly goes blank..
My facial expression goes to neutral.
I don’t understand why..
Usually, when it’s hurting like this, I would just walk away or ruin everything.
But now, I don’t wanna walk away.
I don’t wanna ruin this.
But I know I’m starting to ruin it for him..
I hate this.
He’s so far from my standards of my man.
But each and every time I learn something new about him..
I just want him more and more.
What started as a joke became something so serious.
I’ve always opened up to my best bitches but now, I just do not want to.
I feel like they won’t understand me.
That they are already so tired of my dramas.
Before, once I finish one series, I’ll be fine..
But now, nothing makes me feel better.
He never leaves my mind.
Once I part ways with my friends, my smile just fades away.
My eyes have never felt this tired..
With Tonette in Arayat. ;> #022314 (at Arayat, Pampanga)
My eyes are so tired.. My eyes are stuck open in love. They want more of him, they need less of this.. #drama #Selfie #Pain #Broken #BeyondRepair #CantSmile
I’m smiling but I’m close to tears.. #Broken #Tired #BeyondRepair #Selfie #Smile #Vanity #Faith
"But that’s the thing about basketball: you don’t play games on paper." - Bill Simons.
Basketball: Ang tanging bagay na nakapagpaalis saken sa harap ng laptop at iwan ang aking bestfriend-slash-shrink. :3
Kaso my eyes can’t take the sun’s light talaga so I needed to go inside after some time. Ugh. #VampireVision.
#EarlySummerLeague #KalyeDose #Basketball